04 Oct 2008|| Comments (9)

OHMYGAAAAAD, CODE GEASS. T________________T
It made me tearrrrrryyyyyy, why Lelouch, why??? Such a sad ending. I was really pessimistic about the second season, with the crappy art and weirdness, but the ending was definitely worth watching. And I don't hate Suzaku anymore, somehow. It made me happy that Mao and Rolo were remembered in the end. Yessss. >///<
Ahhh, now I gotta finish the awesome awesome Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann. Ahhh, Viral!!! 8D I love youuuuuu~!
I've also started reading Katekyo Hitman Reborn! and I can't believe I didn't sooner. It's so good!!! I've always been in love with the idea of "mafia" or any story concerning mafia's but I thought Hitman Reborn would be boring. GAH! Stupidoooo! >____<
I wanna change the layout soon and sorta "revamp" once again. SORRY!!! ;_; I know I do waaay to many revamps. But this layout has been on long enough. Unfortunately I'm in a slump again and can't seem to draw at all (probably to the happiness of my parents. thanks guys. *_*). It's very irritating hating everything that you draw or make. Ewww, I hate feeling like that. So hopefully I'll be out of it soon.
Hating my physics class, by the way. All we ever do are labs. What about the fucking lectures, I wanna sit on my ass, not do stuff!! Labs never ever ever help anyone. Really, you don't learn anything that you can't learn from paper. (ok maybe 0.1% of anyone learns something from the shit) And the teacher just sits peacefully in his office. The class is pretty much a joke to me. u_u

27 Sep 2008|| Comments (4)

Hello~!! Gaah, still being pretty busy. I can't seem to get my priorities straight. Hahaha! I dunno when I should blog, read manga, concentrate on homework, attempt to draw or whatever. I need to work on that. Really organize my schedule, which is not gonna be easy since I always change my mind about everything. *siiiiigh*

SO, right now, I just wanna fume about all the things that have been pissing me off lately. I always have the urge to say this- please don't flame me if my views are not like yours. This is my blog after all, right? Since this is the internet, it seems like no matter how many times you say this and think that ppl should know this by now, there's always the possibility that some idiot will get offended and start being annoying. Get your own blog then, please! Jeez. =_= Btw, there's swearing bellow, so just a warning for anybody:
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So anyways, lately I've been thinking about how ppl think of me, since being a silly human, we do that sometimes, right? Apparently, according to some ppl in school "my smiles look fake and I actually look like I'm plotting to kill everyone." This is what someone told me once. At first I thought they were kidding, since who the fuck says that, but now I see they're pretty much avoiding me. 0_o; If they were kidding I probably wouldn't have thought TOO much of it, but they were serious. Do they honestly think that of me?? Oh my fucking god. *_* How insulting is that, to be accused of being a disturbed criminal when you just wanna mind your own business? Gawd, that really burned, since I barely know that person and they had to go and blab that kind of crap. Kinda sad.
And then ppl also tend to tell me "you're too nice" with a negative connotation to it. Wow, I think I'm living an an alternate universe from everybody then, because I always thought, NICE WAS OKAY. I can see why sometimes ppl might get suspicious of ppl who are WAAAAY TOO nice to a point where it gets creepy, since you start to think that that person is hiding something and "is not normal." I just never had a reason to be mean, that's all. When I blog here, if I seem to be making myself seem like a poor baby that "evil" people pick on all the time then that's definitely not the case. I do things that later I'm not proud of too. u_u
Ahh well, I don't care anymore. Time to let ppl think whatever they wanna think and go on with one's own business. Always trying have everyone like you is getting old anyways. Bleeh.
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Ahhh, all this frustration. I hope I don't have anger issues!! Nooo, I don't want that! ;_;
Anyways, I need to watch Obama/Mccain political debate from yesterday right now. Hmmm...I hope it's not too boring. It's for government class, which is actually not as bad as I thought it would be.
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!! Holy smokes!! I almost frickin' forgot!! Me and Joyce have started with our online manga- Psycho!!! Please check out the first chapter here:

Read Manga!!!

17 Sep 2008|| Comments (11)

HELLO~!! Weeee...never mind, this is the longest time I haven't updated in a while. Haha! The reason is I was moving, but I didn't think it would take that long. 0_o; My schedule is now very very hectic, but I'm still trying to settle in and get used to this. A loooooot of things happened but to sum it up- I'm not very very busy with school and home. I didn't have internet for like almost a month (which kinda helped since I just concentrated on school. What a hell. Haha!). I never knew I was so dependent on internet, tho! It kinda hit hard. My parents always keep on telling me I sit too much on the computer so I should probably lay off a little this year. Sometimes, actually no, all the time, they treat me like I'm five, and like don't have a fucking brain. I hope they get over that thought soon, since it's getting old.
I will try to get back to everyone this week, since I gotta study for 2 tests (English and Economics) right now. I'm so curious to see all my blog buddies, favs and etc and etc sites that I used to visit!! OMG!! >///< Strangely, I feel so left out. Ahhhh, stupid technology that gets ppl so dependent on it!! I love you technology. LMAO!
*chu*

18 Aug 2008|| Comments (17)

Please check out my Livejournal since that's where I've posted all my old sketches from here and will be posting it there from now on. Please feel free to add me!!! It'll make me smileeeeee~! :D
Ahhh, this summer has been pretty blaaaah for me. :/ This was "supposed" to happen:

I was gonna read Katekyō Hitman Reborn! but that didn't happen. I got too preoccupied with random yaoi and supper shojo series. 0_o;

My grandparents were supposed to visit but there were complications

Move houses, but I dunno what's gonna happen now

But on the brighter side these things did happen:

Caught up with most series I wanted too

Drew quite lots...edited Hidama :)

Read lotsa yaoi~! :B keekeekee!!
<4>Got lots of sleep!
And got some other small crap done too. So perhaps this wasn't SUCH a bad summer. But I seriously need to go out and do things more often. I don't do ANYTHING. All my high school, I've only been in 2 clubs- Mu Alpha Theta (a math tutoring club...and I tutored my friends so you know there wasn't much teaching going on) and Math team (I was so utterly worthless to the team. I just ate all the cookies!!!) And this final year I know I won't be joining anything since firstly - my parents will tell me I'm being a pain in the ass when they have to drive me everywhere and secondly - cuz i'm just too lazy. :) So that might hurt my college application a little. But sorry, I don't wanna do any community service or etc. I'll do it if I ever get arrested or something, but till then, I gonna be a lazy ass. :) Selfish little person I am, but I think schools just like using free labor. (sorry, that's just my theory of the "conspiracy" haha!) I refusuuuued to be uuuuuused! (Tho I have nothing against people that do like doing community service and etc. Not all community service is that bad, i understand!) And I know some ppl might look at me - a person who seems like a snob that doesn't help the "needy"- but I think those people don't know everything about me and I have my reasons for "not helping." Some people don't really need the help of a 17 year old. I hate it how some people in my school act like they have these awful awful lives and their parents are drug addicts or alcoholics and etc. while MOST LIKELY. in reality, their parents just got drunk once, but that immediately put them on the status of alcoholic. 0_o; I'm pretty sure that no one at my school is DIRT POOR, so it's amusing when some people act like they live in a box or something. Everyone has problems but people with REAL SERIOUS problems don't blab about them to everyone because it's hard to talk about them (without sounding like the fake attention seekers) and some people are embarrassed to talk about them.
Correct me if I'm wrong but it sounds like the person who's loudly telling everyone their problems is just asking for attention or pity. (Loudly in a public place or something) But maybe the reason they're seeking attention is because they have some other problems. None-the-less, it really annoys me for some reason because I don't know how to act when it's obvious that they're just faking a drama. You can't just flat out tell them to quit it since that's a little harsh, I think. 0_o;
I'm kinda wishing school would start already since I feel so slug-ish. But I know that pretty much the 2nd week of school I'm gonna want summer back. Hahahaha!

Anyyyyyways, been very obsessed with Big Bang now. That explains the picture. :3
I haven't made a layout in a while!! I miss webdesigning!! ;_; Maybe I'll make something, just for the heck of it?

11 Aug 2008|| Comments (5)

Hello-ie!! :3 I think this has been the longest that I haven't updated, in a while! I've been kinda infatuated with Deviantart. (my account is- here).
I've changed the "layout" here! Not really the layout of things but just the image and the CSS as you can see. :) The image took so long to do since I kept on being interrupted by my family!!! GAWRSH! lol!
Anyways, things are beginning to get pretty busy for me now. School is starting and I've been also trying to figure out college stuff (a little too late). I've finally finished all the 5 books that I had to read for AP English, so now I have just 2 more papers to write and study for AP Physics test coming up on the first day (same as it was with Chemistry >_<). I actually liked some of the books we had to read, even though sometimes they got pretty boring. I liked Crime and Punishment (Dostoyevski) and The Plague (Camus). The Plague actually got me kinda tear-y eyed! LOL! It was such a sad and depressing book, but still very well written and with a good meaning. The Invisible Man(Ellison) was also a very well written and meaningful book.
I've been listening to Kaya (top) a lot. He has such nice songs and a really nice voice~!! Plus, he's friends with Juka (another great musician). :3 Ahh, Visual Kei~! ♥
Blog buddies and linkies, sorry for abandoning you for a while!!! I will visit everyone soon!! u_u

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